Dinner with classmates

When do we have a BBQ activity?
I always do silly thing. For example, Why don't we go to BBQ tomorrow?
And so ...I made a trap for myself.

However, the BBQ club is just opened for weekend ...
So, we just gather for gather. WTH.
I don't know why they lack of confidence to 2x years old guy, that mean me.
They thinkthis group of guy only play all the time, no planing, no gutsy, no faith, and no will.
This group of guy use up money for drink, drank, and drunk all the time.
They played video game, played with young girl, played their live actually.
I am labeled in this group, DAMN.

Anyway, be a little faith, you are on the way, Jay.